Is there light at the end of the tunnel? I’m not sure. It seems there is no end to this soul-wrenching darkness; and that’s exactly what it’s doing to my soul, burning little parts of it as though it were dark smoke blending into a starless sky. I hear whispers in my ears, they say they can help me find the light—I refuse, they light my skin on fire instead. I welcome the smell of rotting flesh and agonizing pain, I hope that my red skin can illuminate the tunnel and help me find my way. I hear them whisper again, coaxing me, telling me how astonishing the light is—I refuse. Fingers wrap around my throat, I wheeze for oxygen to fill my lungs but I continue to choke instead. I claw at the base of my neck; for what feels like hours, until I see the small glimmer of light hovering in the distance. Just like that, the ball clogging my throat disappears, the light dims with every breath I take—vanishing.Darkness continued to overwhelm me, swallow me, possess every inch of my body and engulf me. My heartbeat pounded in my ears, slowing, rapidly but surely and I heard them again—they whispered over the soft thuds of my heart that struggled to beat, rhythmically in sync. Do I want to see the light? I say yes.
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I realy liek to talk to you, i’ve read your biography too. my email is: stefan at deds.nl
That isn’t an email tho
Yes it is an email address but if i write it the normal way the reply goes pending into moderation. so it is stefan at(just replace at with teh symbol) deds.nl deds.nl is my mail provider so remove the spaces and send it to stefan at deds.nl
I recieved your email, thanks. i’ve sent one back already too, hope it works now. if you don’t find it look in your spambox
there probably is a light at the end of the tunnel, i have no doubt of that
but will the darkness consume me before i get there?