If death is non existence then I’ll take it, although Im having trouble getting out the door. I served a purpose for a while, but now that purpose has gone. No valid reason for me to be here, and every reason for me to be out.
I sometimes feel like a lab rat, and some little sadistic shit in a supercomputer simulation in the future is ramping up the pressure, and having a good laugh to themselves.
I’ve considered that. I read some bogus article online how we live in a hologram designed by aliens but I rejected that idea. I’m having trouble checking out too. I’ve tried 3 times so far, twice drowning and once partial suspension hanging, none of them have worked. I research often, looking for a way out. Either non existence or the spirit world is fine with me
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Yeah I think for me personally death is better than life.
I hate life but I don’t think death is better. For me they both suck. Shit.
Yeah, it depends what kind of life ya living. For me death is the goal. I would swap places with most people right now.
Yeah me too. I see happy people outside all the time. But I don’t wanna be one of them just want to be gone.
If death is non existence then I’ll take it, although Im having trouble getting out the door. I served a purpose for a while, but now that purpose has gone. No valid reason for me to be here, and every reason for me to be out.
I sometimes feel like a lab rat, and some little sadistic shit in a supercomputer simulation in the future is ramping up the pressure, and having a good laugh to themselves.
I’ve considered that. I read some bogus article online how we live in a hologram designed by aliens but I rejected that idea. I’m having trouble checking out too. I’ve tried 3 times so far, twice drowning and once partial suspension hanging, none of them have worked. I research often, looking for a way out. Either non existence or the spirit world is fine with me
i hope it is
I feel sad
I wish death was easy