Shameful Existence

January 7th, 2017by thislifewasnotmeant4me

Not at my best..

Even if I am not at my worst..

Slight noise is deafening..

Sounds of chatter blast my eardrums..

It is nerve racking..

I am overly anxious..

Even though I am never calm..

My heart pounds as if it’s trying to break free..

It’s a wonder people around me are able to converse without hearing it..

My hands shake while I write..

I have to hold my pen tight..

And even then its still a fight..

 

 

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