I can’t do this anymore. I fucking want to die. I’ve been trying so hard for so long. But it’s useless. I have too face it I’ll never be happy and I’m just giving up. I’m not gonna kill myself. But I’m not gonna try to live either
I think it’s worse to be in the middle. Sometimes I try to go one way or the other. I’ll work on being happy for a bit or I’ll try to start making plans and psyching myself up to kill myself, but I never end up doing either. At this point I would just prefer to accomplish one of them. Couldn’t care less which one.
2 comments
Well I hope that things get better for you
so you can go on in life and find some happiness.
I wish you the best
I think it’s worse to be in the middle. Sometimes I try to go one way or the other. I’ll work on being happy for a bit or I’ll try to start making plans and psyching myself up to kill myself, but I never end up doing either. At this point I would just prefer to accomplish one of them. Couldn’t care less which one.