Have you ever thought that maybe your life is shitty because of other people and if they would disappear instead of you, your life would be much better? Could it be true?
Maby, but still you have to want your life to get better, and you have to put in the work. Also, if you have to turn your back on people no matter how much they love you or you love them. If they are keeping you from getting better you have to let them go until you are emotionally and mentally ready for them to come back into your life. ( so in other words get your mind right so you don’t have to take there shit when they start throwing it at you)
I already catch myself thinking on it
Even if these people disappeared, there would be others to screw everything.
So, how I can’t kill everyone on planet, I prefer killing myself.
I wouldn’t kill them haha
But seriously, I have nothing to give.
Even gentle people hate me.
If I get along with someone, I would prefer killing myself to not screw their lifes.
Yes but there’s no crystal balls so you don’t see ass holes till it’s too late .. I think every body I knew thinks I’m a shit bag .. And I know It’s because of me trying to get my point across .. I kind of think along the lines of REIKOsan ……… ( though I would kill them now ) . In saying that . If the same people showed a bit of compassion when they found out I was going bat shit crazy things would have been so different now .
yes, I have had those thoughts and I feel guilty for even thinking such things.. assholes, bullies have hurt me physically and mentally so many times that I have lost count, but I have no right to hurt them in anyway.. I should just disappear.. I am the only wrong thing in this world.. everything else is right..
Well, had I been nurtured as a child rather than marginalized, it would have affected me in a positive way. Not sure anyone comes back from that 100%, BUT at some point I had to take responsibility for my own development, thoughts, direction, etc. So, to answer your question: No and No. Because I am responsible for my outlook.
(If I were disabled and unable to be self-reliant, my answers may be different).
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Maby, but still you have to want your life to get better, and you have to put in the work. Also, if you have to turn your back on people no matter how much they love you or you love them. If they are keeping you from getting better you have to let them go until you are emotionally and mentally ready for them to come back into your life. ( so in other words get your mind right so you don’t have to take there shit when they start throwing it at you)
Good advice
I already catch myself thinking on it
Even if these people disappeared, there would be others to screw everything.
So, how I can’t kill everyone on planet, I prefer killing myself.
Some people get along. What if u could find them?
I wouldn’t kill them haha
But seriously, I have nothing to give.
Even gentle people hate me.
If I get along with someone, I would prefer killing myself to not screw their lifes.
Yes but there’s no crystal balls so you don’t see ass holes till it’s too late .. I think every body I knew thinks I’m a shit bag .. And I know It’s because of me trying to get my point across .. I kind of think along the lines of REIKOsan ……… ( though I would kill them now ) . In saying that . If the same people showed a bit of compassion when they found out I was going bat shit crazy things would have been so different now .
yes, I have had those thoughts and I feel guilty for even thinking such things.. assholes, bullies have hurt me physically and mentally so many times that I have lost count, but I have no right to hurt them in anyway.. I should just disappear.. I am the only wrong thing in this world.. everything else is right..
Those bastards make you feel this way but you are better than them
First part yes, second part – Yes, when I was a child. No, not now.
Well, had I been nurtured as a child rather than marginalized, it would have affected me in a positive way. Not sure anyone comes back from that 100%, BUT at some point I had to take responsibility for my own development, thoughts, direction, etc. So, to answer your question: No and No. Because I am responsible for my outlook.
(If I were disabled and unable to be self-reliant, my answers may be different).
Nope, I’m the only one that can truly impact my life. For better or for worse.