My body is wasting away
My mind is wasting away
My life is wasting away
My spirit/soul/fire/desire for life- whatever you call it- has been snuffed out years ago. I feel like a zombie, going through the motions of “life” (feeding myself every now and then and such). It feels like I have 2 tons of lead on each foot with every step I take. I feel half dead already.
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but then again, dont we all feel that way?
even if we are all not zombies to depression, we are zombies to other mental illnesses, or just illnesses, or other people, or just to society in general.
in any case, i understand how you feel.
i feel a slave to myself, as well as judge, jury and executioner.
just know you are not alone.
Welcome to 2017. Im assuming you are in America? if so, then yes unfortunately EVERYONE is slowly becoming a zombie to our realities. We are being dumbed down, told we are unique and special but then almost punished in a sense for being different than others. It’s a sad reality that I think is the result of media, the food we are fed, and the sub-conscious mind control that we are constantly being inundated with.
I hate to be a cynic. Hahah. this probably isn’t what you were wanting to hear. I get an inkling that Im not telling you anything you don’t already know but Im just saying I agree with you. I love this post and Im just saying there are still some out there who- although might not be completely immune to the mass hypnosis- at least have enough soul strength in us to resist and still pursue our own sense of reality. Im one of them! I see way past the surface level few of our society and live my own reality and try to grow through that. 🙂 good luck
and hey, please remember that your soul/spirit/mind what have you is NOT fully snuffed out. if you are questioning this you are still shining bright in your soul path and you cannot be FULLY snuffed out. “light shines in the dark and darkness can never put it out”