I haven’t been on SP in months. I thought I could be happy. I’m a single mom of a beautiful boy. I am wreck financially. We made it through 2 years, I guess we can make it some right? It’s hard and depressing. I’m up at 3:30 am because I can’t sleep, up crying. What am I supposed to do? I feel so horrible, and I feel like I’ve failed because I can’t provide for him like I want to. Bad news on top of that. My job will be laying off half of it’s employees in this month. I have tried applying for other jobs but I wasn’t successful. I am frustrated. I don’t know what to do. It is so depressing. I just want to be happy. Even if it’s just for a while.
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It takes two to make a child, I think you should give yourself credit for what you do do. You stuck by him. With regards to a new job, all you can do is try your best and hope for the best. Take care 🙂
Thank you! I needed that.. You take care as well.
I give you single moms a lot of credit. It’s stressful enough trying to make ends meet and support yourself as a single woman alone (that I am right now) but when you have a child beside yourself to support the stress must be astounding. You have made it two years so give yourself credit for that as you obviously have the strength to persevere through a hard time. Keep telling yourself it’s only temporary and things are bound to change. Keep applying for jobs, something will open up. I hope things turn around soon for you and your son. Best of luck! 🙂
Thank you! I will indeed keep trying.