This is truly the end

February 2nd, 2017by mountaingoat

Hi

 

I am a 41year old total loser who is really at the end of my rope.  Im sure Im going to do myself in before the year’s end.

 

I am isolated, totally alone and too mentally ill to be around people.

 

I was abused as a child, kicked out as a youth, but against all odds I managed to start a family and build a home.  Then my partner left me for a guy 9 years younger than me and so I lost my home and family.

 

Its been years of me feeling like this, and nothing seems to help  There is no hope Im going to get better.

 

 

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