I’ve been so used to being nonchalant about everything that I can no longer bring myself to care. I literally can’t feel anything but the beat of my heart and the ache of my body every time I take a step.
I need help, I need someone to listen to my entire life story and tell me I’m not crazy. I need a professional to diagnose me with something because i don’t understand how someone can be so empty and not need pills. I can’t fucking breathe the oxygen or feel like vibration of the earth or the soft pelting of the rain outside with wanting to rip the skin off my bones.
I don’t know how to die and I don’t know how to live, what am I fucking doing?
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Hey…
Stay strong…