Home General First time writing here..
Report Post

First time writing here..

by RealKennyS

Hey, so im a 18years old boy who have been struugling with severe depression for about 2years now, and tried to kill myself once…

I’ve been reading alot on this page but never written here myself. But now im in such a dark place i have no clue what to do…

Im cutting myself almost daily and alot, its the only thing that makes all the pain go away since i dont dare to tell anyone how fucked up iam..

But im scared now, i dont think i can do this anymore the last months the suicide thoughts have come back, and they are stronger than ever before and im afraid im going to kill myself if i dont get help soon. and i know i need to talk to someone about everything i been going through but i dont trust anyone in life enough to tell them all my deepest secrets. So im basicly just lost and trying to hang on but i dont know how much longer i can…

4 comments
0

Related posts

4 comments

Dawn 2/9/2017 - 9:20 am

Welcome to SP. everyone here can probably relate because we are all in some pretty dark places. so if you ever need to vent or anything that could help you, feel free to share it on here. we are a community that truly can understand what each other are going through. and we listen. and i know of past users who have gotten out of their dark places, so maybe being on here could help you do the same.. especially simce you are scared this time… im in a similar spot as you and all i can say is that im scared to. i hope being on here and talking with others on SP is a help to you

Darvin 2/9/2017 - 9:25 am

How about talking to a psychologist? See if it helps.

Darvin 2/9/2017 - 9:26 am

Welcome, by the way! ^^

wanted85 2/9/2017 - 9:42 am

Some days I’m ok. Others I don’t possibly know how I can hold on for one more day of pain. I also understand the cutting. I’m sorry you’re in a dark place but vent on here anytime and someone will talk to you and try to help you the best we can. We here on SP understand and show no judgment. Welcome 🙂

Leave a Comment