I like the people here on SP, I don’t want them to die. Not before me.
i don’t want to burden anyone by saying too much
i don’t want to say too little and feel bad for it
i don’t want to wallow in misery and I don’t want to forget … I do want to forget
i don’t know
anything
completely, I am alone and I don’t want to be alone
I know I am loved, does that grant the will to live?
today it does, tomorrow……
i don’t know
anything
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Don’t be sad… take one step at a time and collect as many shimmering memories as you can, I believe this is what makes life worth at least something.
thx. i feel sort of sad and holy when I’m down, like a martyr, then on the unswing I feel the guilt of being happy in the presence of suffering.
*upswing*
<3 I feel you need a hug and since I can't hug you in person I suppose a virtual *hug* is better than nothing. I feel the same way we all do in certain ways. alone is the worst feeling Ever, but when I'm on sp I'm no longer alone I can vent I can type out whatever I'm feeling without the fear of judgment and I don't have that in real life I feel that I burden people around me when I'm sad or vent and When I feel I just can't go on one more day someone says something on here that makes me think maybe, just maybe one day I won't be lonely, maybe I'll be ok, maybe I'll find someone who loves me, or maybe I won't find any of that but how will I know if I stop. And then night comes and I just break down in total loneliness and do stupid shit and break even more. Boo life! But yes I like the people here.
*hug*
We like you too. 🙂
Our mindsets are quite shitty tbh. It’s hard to think of ourselves as nothing but the worst, as burdens to everyone.. We aren’t that though, especially not here.
🙂 you are all good people. if you didn’t know, I am declaring it true for all time.
<3<3<3
*Hugs*
Hi ‘Lovely’ Trees! 🙂