I don’t know about others but my life is sadness. people are so lucky. . they have good parents, good people around them, good friends, good soulmates. I got nothing . the people i have act like being with me just for themselves.
i even have to beg people to stay in my life cuz i want them to stay but they always find reasons to go… 🙁 i cry. they come back and hurt and then try to leave again…. 20 years of my life passed.. nothing’s changed. same past… same present. it really hurts! no one loves! And If the person I am trying to stop from leaving gives up on me i am going to give up on me too!
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I’m 21 The same things your talking about is what affects me as well and all it took was watching a movie abt a rich boy to trigger all these feelings now I can’t stop thinking about how to end it
they have good parents, good people around them, good friends.
I’m pretty sure I’m one of those people… and yet, here I am.
I shouldn’t be here, right? I should be happy and have an actual life, right? I think so too…