Okay , so it’s been two nights my mum sleeps next to me just to keep an eye on me. she thinks i’m on my phone all night cuz i wake up late and dead tired every morning. but it’s hard for me holding my breath in. I was crying and i had to make no noise and i had to hold it in and it’s the most hard thing i guess to hide yourself crying. And wow, she didn’t even notice i was crying laying next to her. guess it all happens in dramas that a girl is sad and her mom gets the sensation from miles away.
even if she knew i was crying she wud never hold me in her arms and love me, i remember she just slapped me instead of hugging me when she saw the scars on my arm.
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Right there with you Jazzy
Thanks @lowlight.
1) Tell mom to get her own bed. You deserve privacy.
2) If you are cutting then you need to ask for help from a mental health professional.
privacy… that’s another thing i don’t have. she took my phone today.
The way your mother treats you is exactly like mine