This is for the girls. Forgot to say that during all this clearing up I came across photos and a poster from when I was modelling. I wasn’t happy back then either but I was happier and I would give anything to look as gorgeous and confident as I appeared to be back then. It was only two years ago but feels like an age..(too fat for latex now) I put up the poster for one reason and one reason only (nope not narcissism) to remind myself that I need to learn to love myself and that I can be that person again if I want to be, on my own terms. Girls, I guess I’m saying if you hate the way you look, don’t. If we look for imperfections we are going to find them. Nobody is perfect. Don’t let made up, unachievable and false comparisons beat you down because the chances are its all in your head. You are beautiful in every way dont let anybody or anything make you feel otherwise. Easier said than done. Not impossible.. She says. She’s trying. You all should too.
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I never recall a time I loved how I looked. But I do look better now than I did three years ago. Yet I keep pushing to loose the fat I hate it I lost over 200lbs and for that I am proud but I will loose more but will I ever be happy with my weight? Probably not. But I’ll continue to work on it till I die cause if I stop I gain all of it back. I refuse to be that super fat girl ever again. But I still wonder how I was more confident then than I am now. Sigh being a girl sucks
Hey Autumn, I’m curious how you went about losing that weight. What was your diet/regimen like ?
I walked a lot started with just stairs in my apartment got up to 10 miles a day. Stopped eating fast food and processed food just veggies a little fruit and salmon.
Excellent
How do you get over the cravings? I love food (all- junk, healthy everything) and mainly cook for myself and I know how to eat healthy but I’m always hungry..
Still that’s fucking fantastic, well done! 🙂
I still crave. I did become vegetarian for a year but it was not hard to give up meat. I obviously now eat meat I crave chocolates and instead of unhealthy candy bar I’ll eat super dark chocolate squareand I get healthier version of junk food
Me neither. Booze is a killer for weight gain.. I think maybe that’s why I’m bigger now, that and age and a vastly disappearing metabolism (if I have one) ..Also not sure if getting the coil a year ago contributed. I’m comfortable in the gym I could get confident but at the moment I cant bloody afford to go! 🙁