Without going into details, I think Ive fought as hard as I can but my wife leaving me after 30 years is just too hard to handle. It has set my chronic pain off to new levels from stress. I haven’t slept since Sunday night and crying is non stop. I hope there is an afterlife, I want to believe we do come back as something or someone else. I just don’t understand how you turn of feelings and leave someone like this. I wish she could understand the hurt she caused me and our two sons. My death will only make it worse and that makes me sadder. I just hope I have the courage to end all this pain. Bless all of you and if you are younger( teens etc) Try to fight back, life does get better with age for most people. I hate hearing about yooung people doing it. Anyway, thanks for reading and letting me tell my story for the past 10 days
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I’m sorry that you’re in so much pain. I know this pain. I have it daily. The pain of heartbreak. You’d think that after a year or so, I’d be OK, but I’m not.
That said, it does help me cope and make me feel a little bit better, when I realize that my ex is a person too and they have their own set of feelings, thoughts, etc. They are a fully fleshed out human being just like I am and he isn’t on this earth to make me happy. When I think about that in it’s full magnitude, it allows me to stop thinking the world revolves around me and how a person shouldn’t give up their own feelings, desires, life, etc just so I am not in pain anymore. For whatever reason they have, even if they are wrong in their reasoning, they don’t want to be with us. It’s a hard pill to swallow. But maybe it will bring you some comfort to know that maybe she is happy now? When I think about my ex being happy, it brings me happiness because I still love him and want the best for him.
30 years is a damn long time. Shit! I am so sorry for your pain. *hugs*
Hello, and sorry for what you’re going through. Hearts change, people change. Wish I had something more meaningful to say than what you undoubtedly already know.
I am sorry for everything you are going through. I wish peace for you and your sons.
Sorry for what’s going on in your life. It’s really tragic. I really hope you find peace in the end. If there’s anyone who deserves its you.
Good speed