I’m just a fuck up.
I’m no one.
I’m nothing.
I am the epitome of everything you should never wanna be.
I lack the coping skills for every day life.
And I struggle just to speak to the people who know me best.
I smile on the surface just to hide whats really on my chest.
I take it all.
I never give.
You wanna be me?
Its easy , you just have to be a piece of shit.
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Communication isn’t an easy thing for anyone-it must be learned. Those who appear good at it, just had years of practice. I’ve changed so much as a person I barely remember what I used to be like when I was younger.
However I do recall I used to be more shy, less communicative, more careful about what I said. I was insecure, afraid of what others might think of me-held myself up to a higher standard that I didn’t often meet. By doing so I let people off easily but I was hard on myself. Forgetting that they are people with faults and foibles just like me.
Consequently I was reserved/meek when I should’ve been more unhindered/confident, which lead to some great missed opportunities. Additionally I also let people treat me unfairly only to get angry later and kick myself for not standing my ground.
Anyways as you’ve probably gathered I’ve matured a lot since then but it’s experiences like that build character and which help you realize what you should become. So don’t be hard on yourself if you find it difficult to communicate. I’d suggest reading more books, hanging out with friends/family more if you can and it’ll help you hone your skills more.
Keep in mind also that some of the biggest stars/celebrities used to be awkward kids too, but look at what they’ve become today.
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why can’t I post? I typed out a message with nothing offensive in it, but it just disappears.
I don`t know you and neither if you have low self esteem or you judge yourself rationally but either the case you are not a piece of shit because you are aware of yourself. You are aware that your wrong doings influence other people and feel apologetic for it. It configured in you as self hatred and a feel of disgust.
There is this one quote in a book ” Every man is more than just himself; he also represents the unique, the very special and always significant and remarkable point at which the world’s phenomena intersect, only once in this way, and never again. That is why every man’s story is important, eternal, sacred; that is why every man, as long as he lives and fulfills the will of nature, is wondrous, and worthy of consideration .”
It doesn`t matter if you`re a boy or a girl, young or old, loser or not, your skin colour, your beliefs and your social status, none of that matters. You are you and you are born equal to anyone else on this earth.