Damn, when you marry someone, you vow to love, honor and respect them, to never hurt them. To stand beside them through think and thin, no matter what. Your spouse is your forever person, the one you make all your memories with, the one that stands by your side faithfully, the one that holds you up when you’re down so you never hit rock bottom, that’s the person that is supposed to protect you from everything, even yourself. That’s the person you’re most safe with, they’re not supposed to be capable of seeing you pained by their hand…
I showed him what his love looks like today. Cuts all over my arm bcus his love hurts me that bad. Why does anyone want love? Let my arm show you what love looks like, and the fact that he didn’t even care. How could someone see they cause someone who loves them so much pain and not give a fuck about it? I gave up my life for him, all for nothing. He never loved me. While I sit here alone, no friends, no family, nothing…
He’s out there in the living room laughing playing Playstation 4, laughing having the best time ever.
I think he’s been hurt and that’s why he doesn’t give a fuck about how he’s hurting me, he can’t see past himself enough to realize that the pain anther female put him through he’s putting his wife though. I guess the only thing I am to him is a way to feel some kind of revenge from when he was hurt…
I don’t matter, probably never did…
I hope he has a great wonderful life, I hope he ends up with the wife of his dreams and i hope he has a happy fulfilling life.
Even if it’s at the cost of mine…
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I care. You may find that trivial but I do
You’re not the only one with problems
Really? I thought I was the only one
I was not talking to you
Doesn’t sound like any woman would be able to put up with this guy for long, he sounds too immature and self-centered right now.
Cutting yourself isn’t the way to go about solving anything though. If it’s over, leave. If you don’t think it’s over, then convince him to accompany you to a relationship counselor, who might help the two of you get to the root of your problems.
Believe me, there will never be such a thing as a “p.artner of your dreams” when you have unresolved issues to work on. Any problems will only appear again in every new relationship, so that’s why it’s better to work on the one you’re in before giving up and thinking “the grass is greener on the other side of the fence.” It isn’t.
I concur.
I suffer the same way now. She has blocked me out. She no longer thinks of me. For her I am dead. I cannot even show her my left arm. All those scars that represent the pain, the suffering and mental torment. But the only one who laments over them is me…………