I don’t want to live anymore

Well hello there. My name is Hannah and I’m going through a very rough time at my house. My parents have put more stress and anxiety on me and I have gone into depression. Today my dad started to yell at me for no reason and I know it might just be parenting but he’s been doing this for the past couple months now, I have tried to take pills but I do not have the strength to leave everything that I love and that I have. I only have one friend that is going through a rough time and whenever she talks about killing herself I break down crying because I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for her. I have fake friends that only want to hang out when they want to and honestly my life is bringing me down. I’m trying to stay strong but sometimes I want to put a blade against my skin and cut in. I want to take pills and overdose but they say killing your liver is the most painful death. I want to kill myself but I can’t go through. I need help. Please