I’m back guys…

I’ve been really happy, since about October 2015. That’s when I met my love….but he got arrested a month ago. Honestly, what he’s being charged for, I don’t think he really did it. And if he did, then I think it was just a stupid moment in his life. When I heard the news I wanted to die. I didn’t want to deal with it. I’m in college, have a job(for now, only for 2 more weeks), but love with my mother. And I’m only 17(18 in July). I had finally fixed everything in my life, or most everything. He made, and still makes, me so happy. He helped me through a lot of things, and helped me learn how to be positive. He’s under 21, and as long as he’s sentenced before he turns 21(in July) he’ll have a MAX of 4 years, but probably way less. He has an amazing attorney, one of the best in the area for his kind of case. And I actually like the judge he has….but I’m terrified. No one in my family knows, which is great. All of my friends know Bc it was on the news in my hometown….but I only have 3 that I can really talk to. Which I know is a lot, but they barely have any time with their work and school, especially the one I’m closest to (he works about 75-80 hours on a NORMAL week, but has had more recently, and then has a girlfriend that he has to tend to) and all of them are in my hometown. Honestly I think I’m just venting now…but everything was finally amazing, and that happened….oh and if he gets sentenced after he’s 21 he has a min of 5 years and a max of 20…okay I’m done now..please don’t judge