I am most at peace when I am planning my exit.
I had weight loss surgery. The permanent kind that screws up your life. I am riddled with fears over complications as I age. I don’t want to be a burden upon others.
I am waiting now for prescription refills. I am going to take oxycodone and xanax.
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You are not die by overdosing. You are going to get organ damage at worst. Don’t waste your time. Believe I tried
You can die from an oxy and xanax overdose. Their both CNS depressants
Really? How many pills did you take?
You die from oxy and xanax
It works. Your a liar.
…and YOU can’t even spell *you’re* correctly in the right context. No wonder your mind allows you to think that OD’ing on easily obtained pharmaceuticals will actually put you out. Do you really think pills that could kill you in combinations or high doses would be readily available to the public? THINK of the lawsuits… On top of that, you stupidly assume this person is lying to you when they’re only trying to help prevent you from making a mistake. Wake up my friend, and smell the coffee.
Okay. Don’t be surprised if you are still alive. You might end up with organ failure if you are not careful
Don’t get angry at people here. I’m sure Tragedy is telling the truth, because it is quite common for OD’s to fail. I lost a family member to an oxy combo, so I am familiar with this. I hope you researched thoroughly.
Actually, even though I have no intention of using an OD as my way out, I did include the cocktails in my research and I’m familiar with the options that are legally available. We are pretty sure my family member’s demise was accidental and not a suicide, but same result either way.
How much did they take to OD?? I can’t live. I must go.
There have been countless deaths from this combination. It’s simply not true. Yes, in the right quantity you can die from both medications. It’s not the same as taking Tynelol! I have been collecting my meds for a while. I have enough. I just need one more refill.
How much did they take and what was it???? With my most of my stomach gone, I think it’s very easy for me to OD.
There’s no option of living.
I just read up on the impact of brain damage from a drug overdose. That cannot be my reality. I sm instead going to plan b. I will jump off a building.
mortality through any suicide m.ethod is not guaranteed and the potential ramifications from a failed overdose attempt can be similar to those of surviving a fall, the end effect is a damaged body. I’ve read posts on SP from people who’ve survived a fall and their ongoing physical pain, as well as the psychological pain of surviving such a horrific event is heart breaking.
Fear can indeed be crippling, however our fear over how a situation may turn out can prove to be unfounded. Fear can be tackled head on through therapy, it’s possible to overcome it. And if your reasoning becomes valid then options can be looked at in the future. To cut a life short over something that may not happen would be a tragic outcome.
Is it tragic if I have a high probability of complications and illnesses. I don’t know.
If I am not planning this exit, then I have nothing. I have no reason to function each day.
I can’t live with knowledge that I self harmed and waiting until it’s the tragic day comes.
I wish there was another way. Is there a perfect mix of oxy and xanax I can take? Please help me. I can’t live. I have to go. I don’t know if I will have the courage to jump.
What if I rent a hotel room to od? No one will find me. Maybe. I can’t live. The only thing that keeps me from going mad is planning for my death. Please tell me how much should I take!
We’re not allowed to share details, but you don’t need us to. More accurate info can be found by searching online. What most people believe about this subject is quite inaccurate, but they could get the facts by carefully researching.
Thanks. I didn’t know we could not discuss methods.
So I failed in getting my oxy refilled. I don’t know what to do now. I could stop taking my gallbladder meds and have it removed. Then they will give some fucking oxy.
I am too afraid to jump. Fuck