I haven’t been much of a poster, i can’t seem to log in from my phone where i do most of my reading on SP. It’s probably for the best really, before long I’m pretty confident i’d start to _*fill in the blank*_ most of this community too. But I had kind of a bad day, or a bad few days, whatever it is… Just worse than recent weeks, not that those have been so great. I guess i’m just looking for a distraction to help me to forget what a f*ckwad i am. Anyone feel like sharing some of their recent happenings?
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Sorry for the bad times youre having. If it wasnt for bad times, we’d have NO times at all, right? I had a shit night last night, and learned a valuable lesson from it. For lack of any better way to describe it, I journeyed into a painful part of my past by listening to some music from an earlier period in my life. It was like opening old wounds. The music is still great , but I learned that sometimes it’s best not to revisit the past. All the old pain is still there, just waiting for the chance to kick my butt. So here’s to better/less difficult times.
Cheers to that. And i feel ya on the music, cept for me it sometimes has a little bit of an opposite effect. Like, oh yeah, good stuff (even though it may not be good music) that reminds me of when i didn’t have so much angst
You can productively channel your angst into a better understanding of the world around you, paining a more articulate picture of how the planet functions, thereby reducing said angst. Angst is just a concentration of profundities yet to be spoken.
You’re right, though i didn’t mean angst of the world in general. Poor word choice i suppose