Too, too far away to save me

I keep in my heart our bond always.

I stopped being spiritual a long time ago. I became logical.

I feel so bad for my dogs, they don’t deserve to be dealing with this toxic place.

I love them so, so much.

Why did the bad people have to come and make our lives even worser than it already were?

There’s only one answer. I was never meant to be here. I was not meant for anything good, and anyone close to me, will be hurt by the bad people as well. Like my son, innocent in this. Like my mom, selfless. Like my dogs, helpless.

I wish for so much to have never come here.

I want to go home, to my grandma and grandpa.

How do I say goodbye?

I love them all for being in my life. They were my angels with fur instead of wings.

But mommy can’t live no longer.