Muspelhem: You seem to be a smart, inquisitive, and giving person. Don’t give up yet. You’re young and live in a good place. And think of all those great books you’ve yet to read and movies you’re haven’t seen yet. Your insights here are always welcome.
The fact that I feel capable of so much but in reality produce so little. It’s all about fear…lack of cajones…courage…balls…noive…whatever. Seriously, it haunts me. I can’t provide properly for my family. Some people don’t produce simply because they can’t. They’re injured, infirm, or have some significant issue to deal with. I just have to get out of my fĂ(king head.
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That I’m a loser and always will be.
Yup, I am a loser and always will be. I hate it but it’s true.
Muspelhem: You seem to be a smart, inquisitive, and giving person. Don’t give up yet. You’re young and live in a good place. And think of all those great books you’ve yet to read and movies you’re haven’t seen yet. Your insights here are always welcome.
Thanks Canyon đ
It’s just… it hasn’t really translated into success socially or career-wise.
But thanks. That meant a lot.
My body.
Same for me.
Nerve damaged..
1. My desires (at least some of them.)
2. My self-hatred.
Your desires? What do you mean? Like you have bad desires???
The fact that I feel capable of so much but in reality produce so little. It’s all about fear…lack of cajones…courage…balls…noive…whatever. Seriously, it haunts me. I can’t provide properly for my family. Some people don’t produce simply because they can’t. They’re injured, infirm, or have some significant issue to deal with. I just have to get out of my fĂ(king head.
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Spending too much money
I could fill a book with all of the things I hate about myself, but I have no idea what I hate most.
The fact I’m so tired I can’t even move.
Very low self esteem. Aagghh.
I’m good at starting things… but really bad at the finish line.
Me too.
this current state of breathing.