My family found out I smoke weed and now are talking about how if my probation officer finds out I can go to jail. SHE ALREADY FUCKING KNOWS! I am so tired of my family worrying about me and my god damn life. They care if I get a job or what my grades are and how many driving hours I have. But god forbid I bring up my anxiety or depression they just tell me its not a big deal or everyone else has to get a job. As if I dont understand that, but not everyone has anxiety and takes 10 minutes to talk themselves to walk across the room to turn in a test they finished. Its even worse when they say “well everyone else your age can do this or this” but if I say something about “Well everyone else in the class did this and this” I get bitched at to not fucking end. I hate having mental illnesses and Im tired of them only being treated real by other people when its a inconvenience. I dont understand why they keep asking me to fucking stay. Selfish assholes.
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MentAl illness is hell. Those who dont have it, treat u like a stupid lazy. Welcome to hell, i have had it for 20 years, 15 to 35.
yup pretty much same shit for the past 6 years (12-17 and continuing) they are driving me more crazy then my illness