I want to do it. I know is selfish and stupid and that perhaps it might not work. But I really can’t anymore. I can’t deal with me, with the people around me, with the world. People are apathetic and cruel and powerless and selfish and stupid. I am no exception. I cannot deal with it anymore. But I can’t kill my self. What about my mom? What if it doesn’t work? What if somehow things change? What if I go to hell?
I want to do it. Please someone convince me I can.
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You really put me on the spot. I feel like I should tell you no, but you suffering. I needed courage to die, so I prayed to anything to show me what the afterlife will look like after I die. I got an image of two loving person pulling me into a white light. It was my soul coming out of my body and being lead to a white light. Pray to anything and see what you get. It might help.
I feel you, it’s feels almost impossible to handle anyone anymore, all the annoying people in the world, the suffering, the hate, I’ll tell you something thought it is NOT selfish to kill yourself. It takes a lot of courage and a lot of willpower to be able to do it. Don’t ever let anyone tell you it’s the “easy” way out or that you are being selfish. And when you die, it is pretty much the same as what you were before birth… nothing. You simply cease to exist.