Haven’t posted here in over a year. I have been trying to turn my life around these past few months but depression keeps has haunted me for months on end.I hope you guys have a much more tolerable existence. I hope to kill myself at the end of this year. I’ve been defeated.
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Sorry to hear you are down. I try to take it one day at a time, so things are tolerable for me.
You are always welcome here. Tell us what’s been going on with you.
SeeSmith Glad didn’t expect to find you here. I’ve just been attending therapy, taking medicine and acquiring professional skills in my field of work. Life is still burdensome nonetheless and nobody close to me seems to understand my pain.
Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition!
I’m here because I love the people and stories. Right now I’m doing OK.
Tell that therapist of yours that they need to step up their game!
I’m back in therapy now as well after being self-destructive for a year. It felt good to go back to the therapist, but the time in-between is still rough. I hate myself a lot and can’t seem to get myself back on track as far as working out.
I kinda crave affection and being held, but I know I must have self-confidence first before I go out again. Plus, I have to learn to trust again. So I’ve been celibate and keeping to myself. Proud of myself for that, but life is sooo boring! I’m just stuck in the house and I help out with family, but fuck, this life is empty and sickening.
I don’t want to see more years of this, but I’m not exactly ready for death either. Death is so permanent, but life is miserable right now. Same shit, different day.
Anyway, glad you’re in therapy and at least trying to get better. Hopefully you will start to see reasons to continue living.