Recently I am having a lot of physic pain and I am pretty sure something is wrong. It can be an infeccion or a cancer. Unfortunately cancer doesn’t kill fast and would be very painfull, but at least I will die.
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Ouch, sorry that you’re experiencing so much pain. Are you able to see a doctor, or do you even want to go to see one?
I dont want to go. I hate doctors (really hate), specially considering that the pain is in the uterus area (I think…) and the exams will be embarassing. I definety prefer to die. Right now the pain is really bad. I hate this mess so much you cant imagine.
Go to a dr. If you think you have cancer. It’s most likely nothing
I’ve always wanted cancer in a strange way. It’s the perfect death sentence, and you get to take the time to say goodbye. Also if you’re blessed with a less debilitating form of cancer you’re able to seize your last breathing moments. Cancer can be poetic.
Exactly what I think. Thanks for your answer
Sorry to hear of this pain. Please do post what happens in your life. Sorry life is being so hard to you.
Pretty sure it’s all in your head. The first thing we tend to think when there is a pain is “Oh no! It’s cancer!” You don’t want to get checked out even though there is nothing embarrassing about it so I don’t know what to tell you. Sitting up and thinking you have cancer (when you most likely don’t), doesn’t sound fun.
And no matter how suicidal I am, I don’t want cancer. I’ve seen a friend and a grandmother die a horrible death and it seemed humiliating. I went to visit my granny during her last days and she was withered away and I could tell she didn’t want to be looked at. Even at some point, she covered her face with a sheet and I knew it was time to come. I don’t want people all around me staring at me while I shrivel away to nothing in pain and losing my mind. Shit is depressing.
That’s supposed to be *At one point, she covered her face with a sheet and I knew it was time to go!
She had clearly had enough of people watching her die. Made me extremely sad. Death isn’t nice that way. Seems like the best way is a strong hit of H like Philip Seymour Hoffman went out.
You are right. I dont want this kind of death. I already had enought humiliation. Thanks a lot for your comment.