I quietly said goodbye to my little darlings. I never said goodbye to them before. I had told them I would take care of them forever, but I can’t. I can’t live for them. I don’t care for myself anymore, I stopped doing my treatments, I haven’t been eating much. I can barely get out of bed today. last night. Tears can’t stop. SO much I want to say , I can’t . it hurts too much. Instead of being able to heal in some way, I’ve been devastated again and again. No healing. I know deeply what lies ahead
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This will sound crazy, but you should call a couple of local churches tomorrow. Explain your situation. There may be some help out there that you’re not aware of. Not sure why I thought of it or am suggesting it, but it feels right somehow.
Hello foxinthesnow. I went back and read your posts and what can I say, I’m so sorry. Anyone who cares so much about their pets is pretty fuckin awesome so that alone says you dont deserve the crap youre going through. From what I read, it sounds like you met someone, here on this site of all places, and after giving up your money and your life to be with him he dumped you and ran home to mommy and daddy, and they attack you even worse. That makes me so sick. One question I have, is this son of a ***** still on this site grooming other women? If he is you might want to tell the moderators or post his username so he doesn’t destroy another life. I know we’re only getting your side of the story but what a story it is. If half is true he should fry. Anyways I wanted to give you one reason to live. Spite. Daddys boy sounds like an opportunist loser who can’t build his life without pulling down others so why dont you spite him by showing how you can rebuild your life even from ground zero. How good humans live without preying on others. Or if hes too dense to grasp that concept, just post some pictures of yourself looking hot on facebook and that might get through his thick skull. What im saying is dig down deep for any source of strength you haven’t used up. Good old spite can work wonders as a last resort.