I hate my life.
I hate everything that’s happened to me.
I hate how everything in my life is fucked up now.
I hate that there are no good answers or solutions.
I hate that I’m fucking miserable.
I fucking hate everything.
I hate this fucking world.
Words can’t describe how broken I am and how fucked up my life is now. No, I am not a teen who thinks their life is over. I’ve lived long enough to know and experience exactly how fucking shitty life sucks. I don’t know what to do other than cry and scream. I feel so much pain and anger, and this shit just won’t go away. No, it’s not been weeks or months. It’s been fucking DECADES and I fucking can’t take it anymore.
I wish I was never born. I wish I didn’t have to suffer so much. Fuck me. I’m a broken mess.
2 comments
Same 🙁
Yep, that about sums it up, except take it from me: crying and / or screaming is useless. It accomplishes nothing. (I know you’re probably speaking rhetorically, and sometimes it’s difficult not too. But instead most of the time it’s better just to sleep, if you can.)
🙂