I’m strugglin. Having that, I can’t breathe kinda anxiety. It’s possible my paranoia schizophrenia is flaring up. not actually, not diagnosed, just being a little dramatic and probably not schizophrenic at all. Mostly paranoid. Maybe?
I guess I’m hoping making a post will release some of the tension since I can’t talk to anyone.
Also, as I’m sure you’re likely familiar with this, as I type I’m trying to determine if that ghosted hollow I feel nothing feeling is better. I cannot decide. What do you think?
Anyway I think when I get to work I might put on my gym clothes and go help out back, physicAl movement, release some endorphins and whatnot.
Fuck!
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Feeling any better?
Hi, SQ,
Actually, I am. Thanks.
Believe it or not SP, there are good people in this world, I am fortunate enough to have found one. I’ll miss her when she’s gone.
I truly hope y’all can have similar relief when feeling like I did this morning
Glad to hear you are feeling/thinking better!
Thank you again.