So my names Aaron J Kovacik and here’s my story
i am the product of a messed up society in Livingston county Michigan
my life hasn’t been easy to deal with and I’m done, if I live tomorrow, I’ll be 31 but I’m not planning on it. The carotid artery is going to be my way. My family won’t help me, my friends won’t visit me where I’m at and I have been labeled as incompetent by my state. My iq is almost 125 but I’m no Genius, I’m just life smart. I have no one special and I never will. I’m single and that’s how it’ll stay, hell, I’m gonna die pure and it doesn’t bother me. I’m sick of today’s world. I’m an 80’s baby and life was so much different when I was a kid. I have a TBI and my life isn’t my own anymore. Tonight marks the end of my “legacy”
Well what little legacy I have
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I’m not seeking help, I’m going to die before the end of this week
130. significant loss (lack of 02 from o.d.) . can’t fx. impure. 3-6 mo.
You may be the only to get the words i’d just posted.
Hugs to you, Aaron, and flowers for Algernon. May your journey be glorious.
I hope you find peace in death or in life
That state sucks. This post really touches me. I’m sorry you feel this way. I really hope you decide to hold on. I’m an 80s baby too with a bday this summer. I agree everything has changed. Things seem even more depressing around your birthday so at least try to hold on until it passes and maybe you will be able to see things with clarity. Good luck to you. Xo
Thanks.
I’m not saying I’m not going to go through with it, I mean if you had my life, you might do the same thing.
Point one-I don’t have a gf
I don’t have any say in what goes on in my life
I don’t get to choose where I get to live and I’m turning 31 tomorrow plus my parents don’t give a sh*t about how I feel
I mean if you had my life, you might do the same thing.
Point one-I don’t have a gf
I don’t have any say in what goes on in my life
I don’t get to choose where I get to live and I’m turning 31 tomorrow plus my parents don’t give a sh*t about how I feel
I might go through with it depending on what happen tomorrow in fact I probably will seeing as how I’m stuck in a total hell hole for my bday
I don’t have a boyfriend, but it doesn’t mean I never will again. The right girl hasn’t come along yet. Don’t give up in that area. What kind of music do you like? Listen to some good tunes. It helps. That’s what I’m doing.
You may not believe this now, but the way you feel will change. I had the same self loathing thoughts that you did but I let someone in. You might think that no one cares but somebody does. Look around you. Even if your friends aren’t there, they aren’t there because they don’t want to be with you, they aren’t there because they can’t be there for you. You say you don’t have a girlfriend. I searched you up and you have a lot to offer. You are an attractive man at your prime with an obviously good education and intelligence level. Go out and mingle. Your state sounds like it sucks but that’s something you can fight for. It can be your cause to fight for. Don’t let other people suffer like you have. I care and Happy Birthday Aaron! Hope you don’t go through with this decision. You have a lot to live for.
Btw my name was Living Dead Girl on an old messageboard so I kind of laugh because I feel like I relate to you in some way.
? that’s sweet in a way
I stumbled across this post for a reason. I’m in a different county in your state, but I found a way to get treatment for my mental health. insurance is charging for sessions now, that’s another story. Just know you are handsome and obviously intelligent. Don’t give up the fight. Like lifeishard76 said, you have a lot going for you!
Hey LivingDead1986. I’m using the same way out