just get the courage to stay and live the life given to you as a gift. There is that song about I die every day waiting for you…..I loved you for a thousand years; I’ll love you for a thousand more. I feel that way about my son only he won’t show up on this side will he? No, I have to wait for him….wait until my life naturally ends. I’m not going to take it. Courage is definitely in the living; not in the leaving. Yes it took guts for him to go the way he did in the short term, but he was running away and leaving me and the rest of us. It’s not fair.
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Yup, just counting down until I finally get the damn courage to do it.
just get the courage to stay and live the life given to you as a gift. There is that song about I die every day waiting for you…..I loved you for a thousand years; I’ll love you for a thousand more. I feel that way about my son only he won’t show up on this side will he? No, I have to wait for him….wait until my life naturally ends. I’m not going to take it. Courage is definitely in the living; not in the leaving. Yes it took guts for him to go the way he did in the short term, but he was running away and leaving me and the rest of us. It’s not fair.
Yeah. Same here. I wish I’d never existed.
Yes. As each day passes the pressure of my situation just gets heavier and heavier. I can’t move forward or backward, but the clock keeps ticking.