nothing I feel nothing i start to get sad or whatever then I make myself feel nothing. I’ve fallen back into my bad habits with men cause I just don’t give a shit anymore use me for sex I don’t care I’m just an empty body waiting for the day my organs give up on me or someone ends it for me. I can’t try to feel because when I do try I get over emotional and I can’t handle it. I’m tired. I wish there was an easy way out.