I can hear the sand. Each grain like a sonic boom. Time moves so slow but there’s so little time left. How long do you think you have to be sad? How long do you think you have to turn back? You’ve lost so much time, deep down, you don’t even care. You hear it so loud that you wish you could hear yourself think. Thoughts of peace in a black lagoon is what keeps you breathing and waiting for that moment when you can close your eyes and let go of everything that’s broken your spirit. You hold on so tight so that when you let go, you don’t dare twice. That’s all you want- to be free. That’s all you ever wanted- was to rid yourself of a life thwarted.