What I have to look forward to.

Hey Fish,

I see so many of your posts and read them, but I never know exactly what to say. I want to help you “feel better”, but not in a superficial way. However, knowing where I am and where you are and where we are (on a suicide site), I can only use my words to express myself. I just wanted you to know that you’re in my thoughts quite often, and when you talk about feeling the way you do, like some monster or heartless or like an alien, detached from everything (not your exact words..), I usually want to just tell you that I don’t think you’re unworthy of love, I don’t think you’ll wind up tortured in some kind of hellfire, I just think you’ve been broken down so much, and been enveloped by pitch black darkness (metaphorically speaking). I’ve seen you respond to others, selflessly. I’ve seen your caring attitude toward others on this site many times before. There is more to you than all of this crap you feel (crap for lack of a better word.).

tl;dr, I’m glad you’re here. Lots of people here are glad you’re here. I’m glad you’re able to vent the way you do here. I’m glad that it helps you cope a bit with everything running around in your head. Please keep posting.

Your friend,
Trey, the mindlessgamer