What’s the point if I can’t get better? What’s the point if things do eventually get good only for everything to get bad again? What’s the point if the people who say they care about me don’t want to be around me? What’s the point of going to college when I know I can’t be successful? What’s the point of trying? What’s the fucking point?
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Hmm… The point is what you make it (or so I’ve been told)
What do you really want?
There’s a lot of things I want, but I know it’s all impossible. To be happy. To have him back. To not have to depend on a pharmaceutical creation to be happy and have normal emotions. I want to be me again.
There’s a lot of things I want, but I know it’s all impossible. To be happy. To have him back. To not have to depend on a pharmaceutical creation to be happy and have normal emotions. I want to be me again.
I but you are “you” now…. And you can become a “you” that you like better than the last. Just dig deep, you’re not defined by anyone else.
Please look deep, there must be steps you can take to change. I feel you, I understand. I’m trying so hard
It seems like “trying” is the only thing anyone can do nowadays, huh? I hope everything works out for you. Life sure sucks sometimes.
Yeah… I hope everything works out for you. As for me… Meh
Well, if you ever need someone to talk to, I got ya.
You’re doing everything you can for your future. You can and will be successful in whatever way you want. And you’re going through so much right now. Things won’t always end up back where they are now. It’s not impossible that you’ll be happy again – you’ve done it before and if you can get through the worst part now it’s just as possible as before. You’re facing too much at once, especially with other people’s problems, but it won’t all be there in the future. Hugs, and I’m sorry everything is so bad atm. <3
You know me so well, Trix. ? Thank you.