The temptation to take all of my pills is extremely high tonight…
I’m sure I won’t, I’m still determined to keep my promises, even though nobody around me keeps theirs.
But I want to. I want to so fucking bad it hurts. And nobody but y’all will ever know.
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i’m here if you need me. 🙂
Thank you. I really don’t know what to do, or what anyone else could do, but I appreciate the thought ^^;
I wonder of there is a correlation between night time and sadness?
I can go out and have a good day sometimes, then by 10.00 at night i want to blow my fucking head off.
You are not alone with these feelings, i bet you a lot of the guys around here feel bad when it gets to the late evening.
Perhaps scientists ought to look into this phenomenon.