Is there anyone out there? Am I just speaking to myself? Can someone please just say something. Anything. Don’t leave me alone please. Anyone just say something. There are so many voices but it all seems so quiet. Getting left behind never really feels any good. I always pictured it in my head with her hands running through my hair. I would rest my head on her lap and it would be raining lightly. Is she even out there? Maybe she doesn’t even exist.
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I hear you
It’s late here but I can’t sleep.
Some one said something.
Unfortunately enough for me, I do exist.
What’s up?
Trying to study for a test I don’t have the energy for.
When is your test? Would it help you to go for a walk or do something to relax for a bit?
8 in the morning. Cal BC AP. I walk a lot and relax a lot. Never get anything done. Oh well.
Oh no. I know it’s tough to concentrate sometimes. I hope you’ll do well regardless.
Maybe. Maybe not. Thank you for talking to me. I’m actually really happy now.
What do you like doing for fun when you’re not studying?
I play games or watch videos. I also like to drive on long stretches of highway when I listen to music.
Like the song “Life is a Highway,” eh? (Tom Cochrane, it’s one of my favorites. The tune is kind of old now, but still good.) Do you watch films, docs, or mostly random YouTube videos or something?
Sometimes I just watch any good netflix series or Hulu series. Legion is pretty alright. As far as music goes I like melodic things. Dramamine from Modest Mouse is cool. Although I do like Life is a Highway.
Oh yes, I’d like to see Legion. I rewatched most of the X-Men series in March/April after viewing the film Logan in the cinema, so my memory is up-to-date now.
I remember Modest Mouse; I’ll look up that song tomorrow.
It’s a really nice song. One of my earlier post titled “Any Suggestions” is just a bunch of songs from youtube. Do you have any past times that you like?
You’re not alone. You matter. You have great value. I understand, I doubt my value too. I think we both have to find our value, no it rock solid before anyone else can grasp it too. And some will never give it to us. I have a weird gift. I see the inherent value of others, but not my own. Sleep tight. I know you don’t know me, but could find solace in my gift? People see my value too , but I can’t see it, and it never makes me feel better either. Ok, it makes me feel a little better when others see my value. You matter. Hugs to you and prayers.
You seem pretty valuable to me.
Thanks J Doe. Glad you feel better, study. ?
I am as I wait for replays. Thank you.
I sent a smiley face but it showed up as a question mark. So 🙂
Thank you.
Some of my pastimes are: going for walks, researching, analyzing, wondering, discovering new things, learning foreign languages, organizing, making lists, eating good food, listening to music via my Google Play Music subscription or on YouTube, exercising and staying fit, traveling and exploring, and watching films, documentaries, and TV shows.
Sorry, that was supposed to appear under your comment. (I’m using my phone.)
That’s really cool. You pack a lot in huh. I’ve only recently started to work out. Keeps my mind of things. What type of research do you do?
Well, the above is what I do when I have the time for it, haha. I just research anything I want to know online. I used to read a lot of books, but now we have the Internet, so… *shrugs* I do have a couple books that I’m reading, however. (Mostly when I’m waiting at a coffee shop or something.) What about you?
Well I’m going to go to college next year to study mechanical engineering. I really like math and physics. Hence the Cal BC test. As far a books, I don’t read much. I used to read a lot and then I kind of dropped off. I do want to read Atlas Shrugged though.
That’s really cool. I studied some physics in school; I wish I had learned more.
I read The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand when I was in high school and really enjoyed it. Atlas Shrugged is one that I had wanted to check out as well.
Cool. Sorry to cut it short, but I should probably go to sleep so I can wake up in the morning. Maybe we can talk some other time friend.
No worries; I need to sleep too. It was nice chatting with you. Good luck with your test. 🙂