Definitely right. Impatient but also a level of selfishness. I try my hardest to still love for the people that need me. And when I run out of those, the people that at least want me around.
I don’t think suicide is per se, “selfish” but more a last resort. Every human is selfish however, even the people like our parents who want us to stay alive, because they don’t want to feel like we do. Our parents know if we kill ourselves they’ll end up feeling suicidal/depressed as well and they don’t want that because of their selfish intent (along with their love for us as well). But there comes a point when your suffering is so intense that you can’t think of any other way to get rid of of it but to kill yourself. All Humans instinctively want to seek pleasure and avoid pain. That’s it. When we see more pleasure and less pain in death then life we want to choose that route. And technically life isn’t short as it’s the longest thing we’ll ever do.
Hey ! How have you been ?
I’m just here to talk a little. It has become an old argument of whether suicide is selfish or not selfish. We have stemmed from selfishness. The parents gave birth because they wanted something they could entertain themselves with (or abuse toys) we came here to fulfill people’s selfish needs. Reproduction is an unnecessary evil that needs a wipeout from society like many other practises in history. Choosing to take your own life is not selfish because for how long For how long, I ask, will people blame others for wanting to end a severe pain such as in suicide ? Their emotions towards us are THEIR emotions towards us. It has NOTHING to do with us. And for the truth, I don’t see anyone having genuine emotions of care towards someone in this age and era. So if we die, the ones who we think are thinking we are selfish might not even waste a tear(possibility), and some others will be cold as ice for maximum of 2 days and then they’ll be back to life. Not like us.. severely handicapped by mind for 15-40 years because of us !! Think if they cannot tolerate just two three day anguish only for us(and that too is too much for their goddamn well being), what do you think would have happened if they were in our very shoes ? There is no necessity to consider the views of anyone who wants us to stay so that, that 2 day or 2 weeks anguish could be saved. If they’re ONLY thinking about themselves and the pain they will go through, they don’t deserve a fuck.
And also, what if, it is actually a selfish concept ? Are there not more vile and unacceptable actions taking place, any sin is wider and worser than selfishness. Why is suicide seen as a luxury ? Is it really living in an air conditioned royal chateau ? To others it looks as though we are taking the easy way out having fun contemplating. I promise you this is the most difficult way. Easiest way is to go on living.
If it was a luxury to want to die then you know for how many decades we have enjoyed this luxury.
Nice to hear from you, I myself am pretty miserable LOL, 😛 how about you?
Also, about what you said, “I don’t see anyone having genuine emotions of care towards someone in this age and era.” <– THIS! This is SO SO SO TRUE! It seems as if love, relationships, attachments are almost completely faded away as there doesn't seem to be anyone truly caring anymore from relationships only lasting a couple months and all this, smash and pass shit that's starting to become a thing and marriages hardly lasting anymore. From parents not really caring it's all just being rotted away. You said it perfectly. And yes, why in the hell do people say suicide is seen as the,"easy way out" it makes so sense, nothing about suicide is easy it's EXTREMELY difficult to do and takes a whole lot of courage to be able to finally pull that trigger or tie that knot. If suicide was easy there would be WAY more people taking that route. Yet people get angry and still cry about it being the "cowards way out". Pisses me off really. And last thing, about what you said of parents having us to fulfill their selfish needs, that's so true… it's like my parents were bored or needed something for them to control and feel power over, something they could rule and use to make them feel better. It's sad really reproduction needs to be done away with. It's being abused.
Don’t be miserable. We’ll soon be gone. These days I’m under meditation practise and wanting to read as many books as I can. I’m deeply hoping the ‘other side’ is a permanent place for us Me personally don’t want to come back to Earth in the next 35000 trillion years. Want to see no face I have faced here. Want no remembrance of this hell. I keep seeing dreams of dense woods and abandoned castles and have no idea but would like to find why. I think during the 90’s there still was reality left or it’s just me. Dreams looked real. But moving towards adulthood it’s only acceptance of the chaos, the malfunction and the absurd.
I remember no one liked us as a child, everyone waited for us to grow, they would say ‘not now, grow up and then we’ll talk’. Now all grown up , seeing nobody actually likes to talk. Everyone is busy earning and burning things.
During the adult phase , the silence spreads. It signifies the betrayal , shock and flight.
This welcoming us to their world that’s in flames it was uncalled for.
Have you, by any chance, read about or have visited the church of euthanasia website. That’s a very good read if you’re interested.
Are you working now ?
I kinda agree also. I guess pain makes us impatient. Like if your lungs are filling up with water youll want to hurry out of the pool even though everyone else is enjoying it lol
I beg to differ, for, it’s not like I believe life is long or that I won’t die anyways. I want to die because I don’t want to play this game anymore, I feel trapped. life took every dream I had and it expects me to play it’s unfair game again and let it kill me naturally. I don’t, I want my death to be a slap in the face of mother nature. I’m not impatient, I want to insult life.
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Definitely right. Impatient but also a level of selfishness. I try my hardest to still love for the people that need me. And when I run out of those, the people that at least want me around.
I don’t think suicide is per se, “selfish” but more a last resort. Every human is selfish however, even the people like our parents who want us to stay alive, because they don’t want to feel like we do. Our parents know if we kill ourselves they’ll end up feeling suicidal/depressed as well and they don’t want that because of their selfish intent (along with their love for us as well). But there comes a point when your suffering is so intense that you can’t think of any other way to get rid of of it but to kill yourself. All Humans instinctively want to seek pleasure and avoid pain. That’s it. When we see more pleasure and less pain in death then life we want to choose that route. And technically life isn’t short as it’s the longest thing we’ll ever do.
Hey ! How have you been ?
I’m just here to talk a little. It has become an old argument of whether suicide is selfish or not selfish. We have stemmed from selfishness. The parents gave birth because they wanted something they could entertain themselves with (or abuse toys) we came here to fulfill people’s selfish needs. Reproduction is an unnecessary evil that needs a wipeout from society like many other practises in history. Choosing to take your own life is not selfish because for how long For how long, I ask, will people blame others for wanting to end a severe pain such as in suicide ? Their emotions towards us are THEIR emotions towards us. It has NOTHING to do with us. And for the truth, I don’t see anyone having genuine emotions of care towards someone in this age and era. So if we die, the ones who we think are thinking we are selfish might not even waste a tear(possibility), and some others will be cold as ice for maximum of 2 days and then they’ll be back to life. Not like us.. severely handicapped by mind for 15-40 years because of us !! Think if they cannot tolerate just two three day anguish only for us(and that too is too much for their goddamn well being), what do you think would have happened if they were in our very shoes ? There is no necessity to consider the views of anyone who wants us to stay so that, that 2 day or 2 weeks anguish could be saved. If they’re ONLY thinking about themselves and the pain they will go through, they don’t deserve a fuck.
And also, what if, it is actually a selfish concept ? Are there not more vile and unacceptable actions taking place, any sin is wider and worser than selfishness. Why is suicide seen as a luxury ? Is it really living in an air conditioned royal chateau ? To others it looks as though we are taking the easy way out having fun contemplating. I promise you this is the most difficult way. Easiest way is to go on living.
If it was a luxury to want to die then you know for how many decades we have enjoyed this luxury.
Nice to hear from you, I myself am pretty miserable LOL, 😛 how about you?
Also, about what you said, “I don’t see anyone having genuine emotions of care towards someone in this age and era.” <– THIS! This is SO SO SO TRUE! It seems as if love, relationships, attachments are almost completely faded away as there doesn't seem to be anyone truly caring anymore from relationships only lasting a couple months and all this, smash and pass shit that's starting to become a thing and marriages hardly lasting anymore. From parents not really caring it's all just being rotted away. You said it perfectly. And yes, why in the hell do people say suicide is seen as the,"easy way out" it makes so sense, nothing about suicide is easy it's EXTREMELY difficult to do and takes a whole lot of courage to be able to finally pull that trigger or tie that knot. If suicide was easy there would be WAY more people taking that route. Yet people get angry and still cry about it being the "cowards way out". Pisses me off really. And last thing, about what you said of parents having us to fulfill their selfish needs, that's so true… it's like my parents were bored or needed something for them to control and feel power over, something they could rule and use to make them feel better. It's sad really reproduction needs to be done away with. It's being abused.
Don’t be miserable. We’ll soon be gone. These days I’m under meditation practise and wanting to read as many books as I can. I’m deeply hoping the ‘other side’ is a permanent place for us Me personally don’t want to come back to Earth in the next 35000 trillion years. Want to see no face I have faced here. Want no remembrance of this hell. I keep seeing dreams of dense woods and abandoned castles and have no idea but would like to find why. I think during the 90’s there still was reality left or it’s just me. Dreams looked real. But moving towards adulthood it’s only acceptance of the chaos, the malfunction and the absurd.
I remember no one liked us as a child, everyone waited for us to grow, they would say ‘not now, grow up and then we’ll talk’. Now all grown up , seeing nobody actually likes to talk. Everyone is busy earning and burning things.
During the adult phase , the silence spreads. It signifies the betrayal , shock and flight.
This welcoming us to their world that’s in flames it was uncalled for.
Have you, by any chance, read about or have visited the church of euthanasia website. That’s a very good read if you’re interested.
Are you working now ?
I kinda agree also. I guess pain makes us impatient. Like if your lungs are filling up with water youll want to hurry out of the pool even though everyone else is enjoying it lol
I beg to differ, for, it’s not like I believe life is long or that I won’t die anyways. I want to die because I don’t want to play this game anymore, I feel trapped. life took every dream I had and it expects me to play it’s unfair game again and let it kill me naturally. I don’t, I want my death to be a slap in the face of mother nature. I’m not impatient, I want to insult life.
Nope. I didn’t ask to be here. Everyone who want to die is entitled to a peaceful suicide whenever they choose.