I feel like I’m losing this battle today. Found out about two more jobs I didn’t get. And had to pay a large, overdue bill. Feeling like I’m never going to have anything good happen to me. I feel broken and alone. I’m sitting at work, working for a guy who won’t hire me full time no matter how good he says I am at the job. I’ll go home to my amazing boyfriend who deserves better than me. To a house I’m failing at keeping clean or even functioning. To piles of laundry and dishes. Everything around me is crumbling and I’m sitting in the middle of the rubble trying to reconstruct it with elmer’s glue.
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When it rains, . . . Right? I’m sorry for these difficulties.
May I say
that as much as it hurts me that u’r passing through such a hard time
I’m so proud of u for using that word
u said “battle”
that just made my day…
u’r seeing this for what it really is
I’m offering to join you in this battle & I’m willing to do everything I can to help you win…
It’s not lost yet… we can turn this around
& I won’t just tell you “you can do this” or “it’s gonna be okay”
I’ll try to find, with u, “practical ways” so you can win
I just need to know what ur problems are?
is it just what u wrote above?
can we break them down… in a list maybe, & u could then tell me how each one started & how it’s affecting you now?
I wish u all the best
& I’m here for you