Hey…I’m new

So I have been on this site for like two months and this is my first time actually writing something. Umm I guess I say this about myself? So um I have depression and anxiety, my parents are going through a horrible divorce. I was abused as a child and my dad had anger issues. My mom would always try to stop my dad from hurting us. I have trust issues with my best friend. Like I can’t tell her certain things and when I do she tells people like secrets and/or if it’s a problem I’m going through she doesn’t take it seriously. Then I have another friend that I could talk to and she comforted me and was relatable and always made me feel better but she left school to go to a therapy program instead. And I can’t talk to her because my phone can’t call or text. I self harm and usually you can find me hugging my knees in a corner inside a dark room crying. I guess I’m just on this site to like vent to whoever reading this and writing this to somehow find comfort in any of you reading this. I’m sorry if this was an awkward entry. My social skills don’t exist…