Sam’s Point
Myself included, I tolerate my existence I don’t like it at all. What’s the point then? Why tolerate it? And even worse if you know you can’t fix it, like I KNOW I can’t fix me, the fact while my peers live their life I’m trying to work at being mentallly ready for life falling further behind day by day, just to be a different me, can you be a different you? Really what’s the point of getting out of bed and looking at things just looking right through them instead of at them. Having no opinions anymore about anything being indifferent and apathetic to any new knowledge that might help you because you truly don’t care about getting better, I can’t even imagine what “better” is. (30 Days Left)
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I feel you man. Honestly, I have never hated anyone as much as I hate myself. It’s really terrifying, to think. How do you fight with your worst enemy if this enemy is yourself?
Once, I tried running away from myself. Left the country, left my past, left literally everything behind me. It caught up with me in no time at all.
30 days? What are you waiting for, ShiSui?
My birthday, the beginning and the end sort of thing. That’s my goodbye date.
Very poetic
That has got to be one seriously haunting headstone mate, born and died on the same date.
But i get you.
My birthday is one of the most depressing days of the year. Usually end up on my own in my room with the saddest fucking playlist imaginable.
When’s your birthday, MM? Next time I’m gonna send you a package of sweets, cigarettes and coffee. Though I don’t know which brands you like.
Coffee: Douwe Egberts Gold
Cigarettes: amber leaf
Sweets: not a massive sweet fan, but if i had to choose….skittles probably.
You didn’t answer the most important question here, MM.
I know lol
btw, think we should take our convo on your thread mate.
I’ve hijacked more threads this week than is healthy.
Ok lol
Sad face… It’ll be for christmas then lol