Missing someone who will never come back. It feels so hopeless and like every shred of me would give the world to get this person back. No matter the harm caused or pain dealt. Sometimes none of that matters, all that matters is getting this person back. But they’re dead, metaphorically dead which imo, is the worst. I feel so stupid and useless, borderline obsessive, but it’s been weeks and hours and seconds with nothing but the same invisible person in my mind and dreams. I think I’m losing my mind even more now.
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I really wish that I could tell you that things will figure themselves out, that they’ll come back.. but I really can’t say that, because life is unpredictable, for both the best and the worst sometimes. I can say, though, that you’re not alone in feeling this way. I have lost people, many people, some of whom I cared more about than anything, that I would do everything, and have tried, to get them back. Both literally dead, and metaphorically dead.
I promise you that you are not useless, nor are you stupid… feeling this way only proves that you care about whomever this person is – and that it’s their loss //