I think my little sister can tell when I’m depressed. She just spent over an hour or two with me…before she fell asleep….Honestly I don’t know if I can bring myself to do it…not right now anyways…To be honest I am only 15…I have a full life in front of me. I want to own my own Photography business. I….I really like this one guy….I think…I think I’ll save the suicide mission for a different day…I just think my little sister is able to tell when I’m down and tries to save me…I’m literally crying while I’m typing this…My sister is only 4 but then again I believe that the younger the kids are, the more they understand what’s going on around them…
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Glad you reconsidered. There is so much beauty and wonder ahead of you to embrace. It can make a difference. And you can make a difference in someone’s life, like your little sister’s or a friend’s or even a stranger’s.
Hugs to you, honey.
Hugs to you too….
i’m glad you chose not to leave us. i hope you find solace and happiness in the days to come. you deserve it. 🙂
Thanks, and I’ll try
<3 i m so relieved seeing ur post
just think about your future forget the present seek for something enjoy ur life forget about the people around u just be urself because nothing matters when u accept urself and the way u are
fuck society who cares about having relationship about these dumb people around when u have yourself
idk how can i describe it just look into the mirror don t try to find the bad things about u
just act normally and u ll feel better and u should k that if u think that no one cares about u
i do
i just feel the same like u alone in a big world no friends no dreams it s too early to leave i m 15 too tired of this reality tried many ways to run away to forget but maybe trying to face the things then letting the suicide a choice for when i fail is the better way
I guess I am too <3
Children are like this, dear. I’m sure your little sister loves you a lot. You’ll see, you’ll get through this. You’re stronger than you think.
Thanks 🙂
Mehikka, u cried while typing it
My heart cried while reading it
& though
I don’t want you to save the mission for a different day
& I’m wishing & praying that I, just might, be able
to convince you to abort & cancel that mission all together
for now,
I’m thankful & happy that you decided to stay
even if it’s just one more day
I’m 25
& apparently
your 4 year old sister is more powerful than me
I’ve been trying to talk to you for days here… u wouldn’t even reply to me
& all she did was spend a couple of hours with u, then fall asleep?
God… how can I even imagine I could match up to that 🙂
I think it’s true what you say
kids definitely have some supernatural instincts
when it comes to emotions & those needing help
Mehikka
I know you don’t see this now,
but I think you’re blessed…
blessed to have your little sister
& to be still so young
& to be still here…
I really hope that we can talk
& all the offers I made before
still stand today
& every coming day
big big big hug
& lots of love
to you
& to your little sister
[she’s the hero of the day]
Did you noticed you rhymed just a little in there 😉
yeah, what can I say
I’m a natural poet
🙂
Just so you know
It comes to me with emotions
the more emotional I’m about something
the more poetic & rhythmic my writing / talk gets
tells u much about how I feel towards you…
[ & she loves you more than you can imagine by the way ]
tc
The younger you are the more spiritual you are. Kids can detect your emotions by your energy. The older you get the less out of tune you get with the amazing abilities of your body. You know how when you walk into a room where maybe somebody has had an argument and you can feel the tension, the negative vibes? Your feeling the energy of the people in the room, and it’s just the same for kids, it’s amazing what we can do, you can re train yourself to be like that. Kids are amazing, they can pretty much detect any emotion to be honest; whereas now we are older we can only really feel the more stronger, negative ones. It’s weird haha. And I think you should definitely follow that dream of Photography, if you can do it you should share it. That’s what I say, share your art with the world because there’s ALWAYS someone out there that will appreciate it, just like there’s always someone out there that will appreciate you. And you luckily have someone that is less than 10 steps away from you xx
Hi,
I can relate to this. My brother is 7yrs younger than me, and when I was a teen and still loving at my parents… he was great comfort to be around. I always wanted to watch out for him, and he knew things weren’t right for/with me and my father. My father wasn’t easy on him either, but he spent most his time with me until I got a bit older and started staying away from home more and more, then eventually moved out. I still feel guilt about leaving him behind sometimes. He did move out for a bit but he’s back with my mother.
Cherish your time with your little sister. <3 you can comfort each other, and learn a lot from eachother. Young children see things so differently, it's a trip.
****living at my parents (not loving)
You have a lot of time to figure things out , just keep searching for what interests you. I like photography too 🙂
Yeah?
I want to own a business that is called ‘A Thousand Clicks’
Please don’t take that from me
Let me get this straight…
u’r 15
& You’ve already decided the name of your “dream business”…
& now that u told us that name u’r worried that it could get taken…
Mehikka, what kind of beautiful human being are you 🙂
A lost and confused one
who will find her way…
very soon
& I’d do everything I can to make sure she does
if only she’d let me…
I let people but they’re just as lost and confused as I am
well then,
try me…
that’s all i ask…
u wouldn’t lose anything…
give me a chance
🙂
Alright
I can’t believe I’m reading this…
Did u actually say that… 🙂
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