Hello… I don’t know at all where to start. I don’t know anything. Just want to be out of this world. Well… I really just want to be someone I am not. I want to be loved. I want to have friends. I want to have my own identity, my own life. I want people to see me, not what they can get from me. I am tired of.. well, everything. I feel like screaming, but am in a place where I can’t..
I am their finance, I am their shoulder to cry on. I am..
Nothing important. I am just here. It’s okay to laugh at me. I am a laughing stock. I am ridiculously alive.. It has to be so, right? Please, someone give me a reason to live.
I have never been this close to suicide before and I am trying so hard to hang in here, guys.
Please, someone give me a reason..