That’s where I will always be. Three-and-a-half decades has shown me this. I need to stop stupidly trying to get in. I will never have a human connection because I am not really human.
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I see. If not really human, what else?
I think you are, I think your mother hinders you. I remember reading a post about your relationship with her and how she makes you feel.
She makes you feel less than, and like a child.
You are human Velveteen
There are others who feel like this. Who feel like they are “different” and that they don’t belong. With those people you will be able to form a connection. That’s not to say that you won’t be able to form connections with other people, it’s just easier. There are people who are empathetic, and who will understand how you feel. They are out there.
You may feel inhuman, but you are human. We all are different, we all have our quirks, and we all are humans.
That’s ME- I’m that paper outcast.
I would gather that most of us on SP feel that way. What would happen if SPers “held hands” like that group of circle paper people? What if we’re an outcast here at SP too? Like can outcast of an outcast group?..
iv always been on the outside, but hate keeps me going