Finally that day has come at last, the day that was marked by red marker in my calendar. I just finished cleaning up my whole room. I still have not decided which clothes to wear tonight. But i’ll probably go with black and gray. Also finished with my last playlist which i would be playing while i will go to sleep forever tonight.
I have million of thoughts going through my mind right now which simply cannot be put into words. I had an amazing life in this planet until now. But now i am done living with it. Somebody once told me “Life is about joy and death is about peace” I hope i will find peace. That would be my last wish at least.
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could you maybe have a normal sleep session?
I mean “forever” is a bit too long don’t u think?
🙁
could you maybe reconsider this?
or at least tell us “why” u wanna go so eagerly?
At least consider what is bothering you so much and why, and what you have done to resolve it, and what else you can do to resolve it, before giving up.
There are still lots of things you can do tomorrow… 🙁
Look
I lnow u feel that u have made a commitment & that now u have to go through with it
Bit this is not true
It’s not a commitment
It’s just a red circle on a calender
It does not mean anything
& there’s no obligation for u to go through with this plan
Please, try to put any thoughts / sense of commitment aside
& look at the value of that thing ur about to permenantly end here
It’s your “life”…
I’d say that is more worth than any peace you or anyone could dream of
Please recomsider this
I’d like very much to help or at least listen to u
If u’r not comfortable talking here
My email is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1
@gmail
I truly hope u could cancel this plan
tc
I’m so sorry it’s gotten to this point for you. I’ve been pushed to the brink and have been in a similar boat, so much so I cannot sleep tonight. May you find peace and relief and all you desire, whatever you end up choosing. If you’re still with us come tomorrow, I’d really like to hear some of the thoughts you find difficulty putting into words.
Are you certain you’ll achieve what you want tonight? The human body is very resilient and you may just end up in a worse situation than you’re in now.
I really really hope u’r still here 🙁