Have you ever wondered or cared what will happen to what you leave behind after you are gone?
when thinking of leaving, I find myself only caring about these. they have no use to me anymore and I still don’t want them to end up in the hands of anyone else.
I wish I lived in ancient Egypt or something so that I could have them buried with me.
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“I wish I lived in ancient Egypt or something so that I could have them buried with me.”
Would you take it further and demand people be buried with you as well 🙂 I’m just joking mate. Fuck, i’d volunteer at this point haha.
Personal possesions is an interesting one. Is it sad that that i have none? I mean i haven’t got anything that isn’t replacable. Over the years, after messing up in my life, i have lost everything personal that meant anything to me, which has caused me to not want to aquire any more stuff. The most important thing i have is a couple of pictures, that are actually stored on my phone and in my email storage.
well, the only person I’d want to be buried with is already gone so I didn’t think about it.
I guess all the stuff I mentioned are also replaceable in a sense. I don’t have that feeling for my car for example. I don’t care who gets it. even though it”s the most expensive object that I own.
I guess I’m mostly attached to the ones that are more rare. same thing applies to the music or movies that I like. I tend to have more feelings for the ones that are harder to find.
many times in my life when I was younger, I hesitated to share my favorite song or film with friends.lol, whenever I meet someone who listens or watches what I like, I lose some of my interest in it, even though deep down I know that many ppl like what I like and the fact that I’m not a part of such community doesn’t mean they really are that rare. as if I want something that only belongs to me.
I have thought about it, quite a bit, and decided a few years back that the best thing for me is less “stuff.” I got rid of a LOT of things that seemed important, and once the initial shock of not having them around wore off, I felt pretty good. Nowadays, when I find something that I’ve been hanging onto, the feeling of nostalgia that it evokes is often unpleasant.
I know I should do that, my room is like freakin Bazaar right now. it’s entertaining for people who visit, some have called it mysterious and a place you never get bored in lol but yea. I should just let go otherwise I’ll probably live forever.