almost five months ago my life turned into a nightmare. days have passed and all these mixed emotions have kept building up. all are replaced by anger, just pure anger. I no longer paint, no longer meet any of my friends, stopped my jewelry making and tattooing business and pretty much every other thing I once liked to do. all I do is working on my plan. when I make it happen my next step will be to leave this unfair life for good. thankfully I hate the remaining family members I have and I wish them nothing but misery that they deserve. I hope I can pull it off. wish me luck.
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What happened? I’m sorry you are miserable, but if you’re going through with it, good luck
Hi, thanks for your comment. I have lost my mom to cancer, but not like anyone else, our story is so complicated. I will share my story here when the time was near. but I have to do one thing first. I’m afraid there is nothing after our death and I need to bring justice upon someone before I go, I can’t risk it, he can not go without being punished.(I’m not going to kill him, just a lesson for the rest of his pathetic life) that person is my father.
I’m sorry for your loss, and I hope to read the rest of your story later! And if you teach your father a lesson I hope it goes how you hope and really does make him think. I like to hope I’m right that there is something after this life
thanks, actually there is a great chance that it will go wrong, that’s why I’m trying to plan it properly. but then again, I’m perfectionist. everything I want to do takes a lot of time since I waste so much time trying to perfect it and in the end it still turns out messy. that’s also what hurt my mom during our battle. a guilt that I can not live with.
I too hope there is something after this. that I can see my mom once again. it’s the only thing I want anymore.