I usually feel alone. Like no one gets me? As cliche as that may sound. I guess I’m so tired of explains everything and how I feel and having not a single person understand where you’re coming from or what you’re talking about to begin with. A lot of things would be solved if we just understood each other or tried.
I feel like I want to die and it lasts for weeks then it disappears. Then it comes back. It’s so hard to describe, the feeling.
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It’s like ocean waves. Surge in, recede, nonstop.
Explanations get tiring. Thinking gets tiring. Trying to understand gets tiring. Life, and it’s repetitions, gets tiring. Nothing is new. It’s just the same old shit, surging in, receding.
Yes, Chip. Iam glad someone else put it into words
I know this feeling.
The thing is, it doesn’t even have to be someone else who sets it off. I can literally wake up in the morning and i feel the sadness in my head and body.
Have you seen Ghost in the Shell (1995 version)?
Near the start, Major Motoko Kusanagi wakes up in the morning and she looks so sad. That is as close to the feeling that i can think of.
No one will understand you as much as you would want them to. And you will not understand them correctly. There’s a wall of un-natural -ness. This un naturalness stems from wanting to not understand. Find peace within yourself. Most important is if you understand yourself very well or dont and this chaos of mind will vanish. You need to completely understand your wishes your suffering and what lies beneath . Maybe this feeling and insanity crawling is because of your own lack of understanding of yourself and inability to validate yourself within yourself.
If you’re at peace, the world seems to be at peace.
@Forevertorn beautifully put…
but I assure u I do want to understand
or at least help U understand [if you don’t & need to]…
I’m really hoping we could talk
but I hope more that you can find your way out of this pain & be okay
tc